Hari ni bermula lah hari pertame aku sebagai student. Hohoho...gila lah die punye nervous!
Jangan cakap saya poyo eh sebab nebes x tentu pasal. This is tohdelly different! I am an ODL ok..not a fulltime student. ODL is Open Distance Learner atau biase kite panggil PJJ.. Pendidikan Jarak Jauh. So tadi saye pergi die punye first class. Macam kelas orientasi untuk pelajar baru la..so dorang bagi introduction lah pasal ODL nie..ohmygod! Mmg meng'nebes'kan hokeeh!
Saya nebes pasal apa tau! ODL is totally different with fulltime learners. Kalau kita fulltime, we could say that almost 24 hours we stay in study mode environment. Biase kalau fulltime kite stay kat hostel atau rent a house and stay dengan housemate yg sama2 blaja kan? So we always can ask them anything that we dont know. We always can ask their ideas and opinion, dan bila kita rase malas nak study, then tengok member2 lain study and discussing, mesti rasa mcm "eh! Tak boleh sangat nak layan saka malas aku ni!" kaann...haa..pastu kalau tak faham anything regarding your assignment, you can always look for your lecturer kan...
But when you are open distance learner, i think its harder than being fulltime student. There's a lot of commitment you have to cop with. Your family, your work, husband and child, financial, time management, assignment, tutorial class, exam and so on.
Oh my god! This is just a beginning but i feel so nervous about it. I just entered introduction class today but now i'm worrying almost everything! But still i have the guts and feel the spirit growing! And i have to bear in mind that this is what i have been waiting for soo long...i have to keep motivate myself. In another 3 years from now, i'll be standing on the stage inside the PWTC hall holding the scroll that i've dream of long enough together with my friends in my convocation's day. Aminnn...
Haha! Dont laugh ok! Please laaa..be kind to meee...be kind of supportive friend pleaseeee..huwaa!! Nebess nie...assignment dah dapat, dateline is 1 month from now. Tapi apa nak buat? Camana nak buat? Tak reti ni nak tanya sapa nieeee??? Takuttnyee...sapa nak tenang kan i skrg ni ni? Hukhuk :'(
Ok takpe takpe..calm down ida..this i s just the beginning...nanti sila buat rajin pegi tanya ok! Jangan tunggu semua nak bersuap. You are grown up now. Not a baby. Remember that! :')
So sekarang kene manage masa dengan bijak. Tak boleh nak enjoy and buang masa sangat. Kene sacrifice sikitlah.. Sabar sikit jee..4 tahun je ok? So tu lah cita die...now...i'm a STUDENT...
